Sunday, February 7, 2010
drawing room: decisions, decisions
Decisions, decisions.. what a nightmare they can be.
How can you tell when you're right or wrong?... how long will it be until you find out?.. will it be too late to change your path?.. will it be impossible to go back and do things in a different way?.. is it even worth trying?...
Making decisions can be pretty stressful. People cry, get anxious, get paranoid about the difficulty of choosing things; but in the end.. that's all it is.. just a decision, just a turn from one corner to another, it shouldn't be that hard, right?
Lately I've been thinking a lot about this. I usually don't take things so seriously because I hate stressing about meaningless stuff, so I drop the subject and choose randomly the first thing that comes to my hand. But when it comes to important things, lets just say I get all "Hulky" about the situation. I turn into Dr. Jeckyll but without the killing part.. I only kill on weekends :)
I hope I've chosen the right career.. I just found out what my true passion is and I hope I don't regret going for it.. but it just feels right. I studied marketing administration and graduated and everything, but never felt like loving it. It wasn't until I started taking a few courses of Fashion Design, "just for fun", that I realized.. this is it.. this is what I've been looking for.
I hope I'm not wrong about this.
I hope I've chosen the right person to love.
I hope I've chosen the right lifestyle to have.
I hope I've chosen the right path.